MOMOIVYYYYYY MADE HER COME BACK

IT'S REALLY BEING AWHILE...


1 years and 8 monts ago

Dear Bloggie, 
                      Hey readers! Its really being awhile and so sudden come back isnt? Well, macam yang kita highlight-kan tu, its really lama gila gila kita tak buka blog kan? Hmm too busy untuk tak menulis macam dulu ): Okayyyy, since dah lama hilang of course banyak benda had happened to me ^^" and YES! You guys betul! Im now facing the most challenging problems <': and Ive type a lil on my Wattpad Apps but it just till chapter 3. Soon or never Ill make sure kauorang semua dapat baca apa yang dah jadi dekat kita. Bloggie, orang yang kita sayang kita percaya kita put all my hopes to be through ups and downs orang yang selalu kita ingat dia sayangkan kita sampai bila bila yang takkan sia siakan kita yang selalu layan semua kerenah kita orang yang kita rindu kawan gaduh orang yang selalu kita send him really really long text about my dreams with him orang yang kita cipta angan angan untuk our future to own a house with to have kids to have business together banggakan family each other bring our both parents pergi haji umrah sama sama also holiday all around the world together so on! Theres too many dreams and talks yang tak terucap dengan kata kata, its like all of me take a drastic decision, left me >': after 5 years kitaorang dah bertahan untuk semua perkara but end up dia lepas tangan tinggalkan masalah yang kitaorang dah buat sama sama just on my own shoulder. Ive lost tears from the at the first place but still, kita keep on count on him kita percaya dia boleh fikir what the best for us. Think that he will find a better job for us soon. Its okay kalau tak dapat duduk sama sama as long as kitaorang kahwin. Ooo wait. Kenapa sampai nak kena kahwin? Bloggie, he made me. Ive a baby. Kita straggle macam macam sampai kita terpaksa berhentikan diri kita sendiri from my study. My dreams, my future. Kita lupakan just to save myself and the baby. Too long too tell and kita tak mampu nak type banyak banyak. Tapi kalau apa yang kita tengah usahakan ni, I mean from my Wattpad, Ill share here. To all my reader <3 butstill Ill at least cerita sikit in here apa jadi. He leaving. He had someone new instead find a way to solve our problem. Kita tahu yang dia dah ada orang lain pun lepas kita habis pantang. Its about a month. Everything I made it short, actually diaorang dah almost a year being together. So thats mean? Time kita tengah sarat dengan masalah with tears and pain, all the loneliness and lack attention. Worrying about the baby also myself, how to tell our parents pasal ni, dia girl hunting happily out there. While me? Dia tinggalkan kita menangis sorang sorang every night. Usap perut tengok baby tendang tendang inside alone! All alone. Kita record baby tendang macam mana, how I feels and send to him. Apa yang dia buat? Sometimes a read receipts yang biru. I was all alone and depress tapi dia boleh buat like nothing happen. Masa kita tengah sarat, waiting for nothing. Thinking of the baby, selama ke tak dia. Even ajak pergi scanning pun susah! I even used my own peny to do all that. I was so alone! Dah siap scan ajak jumpa nak bagitahu hows the baby apa semua tapi macam khinzir! He reaction Ya Allah biar kita je lalui semua ni please jangan darah daging hamba yang lain also kawan kawan hamba, tolong Y Allah )': perit dia sampai kita sendiri tak terbayang dengan words. Kalau ingat balik from the start sampai sekarang kita patut let others belasah je dia sampai lunyai! So bastard! But Alhamdulillah everything went well. My baby also sihat sempurna <3 <3 anyway shes a damn stunning lil star! My little cinta for evey! Ivy 'Ariqa Sophea, Ill always with you okay my girl.


Love,
          @momoivyyyyyy
                      

2/365 2k16

sorry not sorry for those who hurt...

Dear Bloggie,

                    Heyyy girl, well its already 2k16 and this going to be my first story in this starting year. You see ill move to college this Tuesday and im not even ready for that! Kita rasa takut, rasa awkward, rasa macam boleh ke kita belajar lagi 27 bulan? And the most painful thing is ive to leave my family, my friends, Amir & yes surely him U.U i shouldnt think about him anymore but i just cant. I already fall for him & in hope that we could be together )': ive love him for no reason to leave Amir. Atyn kata "jangan! Semua tu takkan indah sentiasa!" And yes dia sangat sangat lah betul! Takkan kita nak benda macamni jadi 2x? Tak tak kita tak sanggup! >< Tapi kita rindu dia setiap masa!! Tapi betul juga bila kita fikirkan, dia sebenarnya tak betul betul ada bila kita perlu kan dia. Suka kita cuma yeah maybe sementara. Tapi untuk end up "sementara" tu Ya Allah sangat lah sakit T.T Kita pula yang memgharap yang lebih lebih dari dia! Tapi kita juga tak sanggup tahu that one day he might walk away with someone else! No i cant barely let that happen!! I like him & even we couldnt be together nobody will!!! Ya Allah what is wrong with me )': kita dah buat something yang sangat bodoh! Kuat kan kita Ya Allah. Tak ini semua takdir kan? Kalau betul kitaorang ditakdirkan will be together, inshaallah cepat lambat mesti together. Cuma kita nakkkkkkkkkkk sangat, Ya Allah lindungi kami dari melakukan dosa terus terusan ye?. Ameen

Love,

        @momolunny ^^y

             

the end of 2015 (365)

364 of 2k15

Assalamualaikum Bloggie ^^y
       Okay ini sangat sangat lah awkward sebab sedar tak sedar dah nak habis 2k15 >< and thats also mean kita dah sangat sangat lama tak buka blog, its almost a year ==" lol apa yang i buat sepanjang tahun ni sampai tak sempat nak buka you eh? Semua sangat sangat lah lol! Okay seriously sangat janggal nak menaip sebab dah lama sangat tak meroyan kat sini. okay! Lets talk about braces :D kita dah buka braces about 5 months ago kot lepas raya, and i really really miss my wire >': rasa tak puas pakai braces. Okay macam ada yang tak kena sebab dalam hati rasa nak type lain tapi jari type lain & otak fikir lain ==" Okay so, the journey along this 2k15, hmmm, nahh semua sama je macam tahun tahun lain cuma yaeh! Kita ambil lesen this year but i failed for even second time U.U lol ingat mudah ke?! Menggigil okay! On the road Alhamdulillah kita pass but ala spoil lah kat litar ):< tak tahu lah apa yang susah sangat maybe kita nervous. Baru berangan nak pergi IOI main ice skating >:  dah berangan nak drive sendiri balik kampung jumpa kawan kawan lama & yes! Hehe kita dah tahu apa yang otak kita fikir & apa yang hati kita actually nak jari kita  type ^^" Okay its about a month ago, kita decide nak buka Facebook & cari sebanyak mungkin kawan kawan zaman form 1  half year form 2 & yes jumpa even just few of them and lagi terkejut most of them end up get married, have child bla bla bla rolling eyes sebab jealous Hahaha! Tapi bila fikir balik lol tak best kahwin awal! Rasa loser sebab after married dah tak terfikir nak belajar, nak ada ambition yang dulu dulu kita gila gila nak jadi. Kalau ada baby nanti kena fikir pasal baby pula, pasal husband yang for sure every night gatal tak bertempat -,-' flying kick kang Okay okay enough with kawan kawan yang dah kahwin. Kita doakn kauorang semua happily ever after hingga ke Jannah Allah, ameen ya rabbi. Okay so, hmm, nak bagitahu ke tak pasal this one guy kat you huh Bloggie? :P hehe lol terasa jahat gila! Okay hey, its just a memory for 2k15 right? Bukan kemana pun semua ni nanti kalau bukan jodoh lah kan, tapi kalau jodoh MAIGAT! COME MEET MY NENEK AND THE REST OF MY FAMILY!! <3<3 Kahkahkah jahat gila do!! Tak baik lah ada perangai macamni. Tak honest betul ^^" Okay nak cakap pasal honest tipu kita tak happy kenal dengan dia. Err actually its accidently happen tau kita tak pernah pun terfikir nak flirting dengan siapa siapa. The real reason why kita cari semua kawan lama just for fun, nak tahu apa yang diaorang buat sekarang, how they look like after about 6 YEARS lah kita moved from Pahang. And most of them macam kita cakap, some berjaya, ada still belajar, still the same poyo poyo hahaha! Yang dah kahwin, dah ada baby, ada tu ada ni semua lah! & kita sempat lah juga tanya Ezzaty one of my exclassmate and even roommate time sekolah kat Pahang dulu about Supprianto a.k.a Yantho or whatsoever kita tak tahu how the exactually  spelling for his name -.-' Hahaha kita have crush on him since the first day of school lagi actually tapi yeahhh, siapa lah kita masa tu U.U tak lawa, takde aura langsung orang nak terpikat, orang nak flirting lagi lah kelaut! So i make it short not anyone taste lah >< Ya Allah terasa loser! Ala tapi the sad part is bila Ezzaty kata dia dah ada girlfriend lah U.U again rolling eyes come on boy i dah cute than before kenapa still no space for me? Hahahaha! Tak lah it just... How to say huh? Cerita lama yang saja nak borak dengan Ezzaty. Dia pun  ambil form 6 dulu and yeah senasib tak dapat sambung degree even di beli pin UPU bodoh tu ):< dah lah mahal tak dapat pula hahahaha! Tak tak bukan bukan. Belum rezeki or maybe Allah dah prepare kat tempat lain (: Positive okay? Okay lepas saja saja muncul kan diri ada lah 2 3 orang greet balik "Hi" kita as and old friend. Dapat lah borak semula dengan Kak Kyla, Kak Wiewie, Nuyu, Faiz selain Ezzaty tadi. Okay lah masing masing at least ada benda yang dia buat for life bukan melepek macam lehnet pemalas nak mati ! xD lol sis ter-over And masa dalam banyak banyak request yang kita send kat kawan kawan lama some of them kita saja add sebab HAHAHA >:D im telling you that "hey its me. Still remember this kindda kids yang kauorang buat main main & perlekehkan dulu?" But some of them tak peraan sebab lol im too cute to handle hahahaha lol ini merepek! Okay okay bila nak cerita pasal orang tu? Ish sabar lah *blushing blushing*  still too early lah babe hehe. Okay okay dah nak masuk pasal this one guy. Okay actually kita ingat ingat lupa siapa dia ni tapi rasa macam pernah kawan so add je lah. Wuu~ profile picture dia serious i tell you "my mama love you and shes gonna make you her in law!" Haha okay ni gatal! Instrumental macam music Justin Bieber "Love yourself" pula :3 actually at the first sight kita langsung dan sangat sangat lah tak terfikir that im gonna "fall" again. O man no way please! After he accepted my request kita saja saying thank you as macam first step nak tahu dia still notice me or not and part yang paling sedih dia boleh reply "sorry lah tak ingat." Lol rasa macam directly kena baling dengan something kat muka >< malu seyh! Tapi tapi, ada tapi okay :P about sehari dua macamtu kita perasan ada DM from someone and yes! From him :P lol kita tak rasa apa pun masa tu cuma fikir kawan kawan lama yang biol and bila dah ingat siapa baru "oh heyyy," Lol most of all macamtu. Shitty sikit (-.-  ) so dia pun macam ingat ingat lupa, kita pun sama je sebenarnya hahaha! Tak boleh salah kan dia je :P So borak borak borak baru kita tahu actually salah old friend lol ^^'" dia student class IBS kita IBK, dia lagi terror lah sebab dia class first. Kita saja request pun sebab kita rasa macam pernah bertembung dengan dia cuma tak pernah bercakap je and dia pun tak ingat pasal tu, Bila dah borak borak kita cuba nak end up conversation tu buat buat macam tak nak kacau dia buat assignment kononnya haha tapi sebenarnya kita dah takde topic and rasa awkward and yeah tak berminat pun nak layan sangat actually. Tapi ala dia pun pandai sebab time tu dia dah nak final nak buat assignment apa lagi ^^" and i still remember the words yang dia kata bila dia sedar yang kita actually awkward and nak cepat cepat end up conversation kitaorang "Ouh macam apa yang awak nak buat tadi la ? ;)" Lol jangan lah buat kantoi awak ni >< *blushing blushing* Hahaha semua ni macam mengarut je babe but hmm, he such a happy pills to me when ever Amir was not around U.U Okay ni lagi satu problem >< Kita dah jadi tawar hati. Tapi semua ni buakn berpunca dari "old friend" tu semua ni dah lama jadi. Yeah kita tahu lah dia busy belajar apa semua tapi orang lain pun belajar tapi ada je masa even sikit. Kita jadi bosan & sunyi. Thats why sometimes kita keluar dengan Syahmi a.k.a Camy hahaha! Kadang kadang ada Fitt dengan Najmi haa bertiga ekor ni jelah kawan form 6 yang stick. Thanks a lot mokmokrus sekalian :P Tapi kita tahu apa kita buat. Diaorang semua kawan yang sangat sangat baik. Diaorang bukan takde girlfriend cuma yeah nanti kalau dah ada family sendiri bila lagi nak huhahuha dengan "girl friend" kan? So sometimes kena lah open sikit haha. Pasal kita in relation ive told him already and kita tak tahu lah dia kecewa ke apa tapi from his text macam ada sikit frust tapi dia still there for me whenever kita need someone to talk. So he like BOY FRIEND HAPPY PILLS to me. But in meanwhile i fall to him U.U Tapi kita tahu ini semua tak baik! >< Tapi how can i do sebab hati dah suka nak buat macam mana :P But still i believe in Allah plans. Kalau jodoh kita dengan Amir so im going to that path but if not then ill pray everything going to be best for me and of course soulmate almost 3 years tu. And i still not sure yang this "old friend" going to be my forever "Happy pills" for me. Yeah dia dah tahu kita ada boyfriend for sure he gonna looking for another girl kan? Tapi kita dah cakap kalau dia dah jumpa girlfriend dont forget to inform me and lots of please! Dont leave me silently sebab dia such a lovely pills for me ): Dia kata okay then, he wont leave and forever gonna be my pills. He so lovely macam mana kita tak tersuka >< Tapi bila fikit semula what weve being through between Amir & me i shouldnt leave Amir and also shouldnt involve him in my life. He deserve better. And if only dia dah jumpa someone better the one yang akan kecewa is me. So I pray to Allah for not buat kita terlalu cintakan manusia lebih dari-Nya dan Rasulullah. And the most important things is, kita nak ubah semua benda. Semua yang tak baik dalam diri kita. Masa silam tak boleh lah tapi in future kita still have chance InshaaAllah. So untuk tahun baru hopefully semua baik baik je. Ameen~


Love,
@momolunny ^^y

IF I STAY

LAST SEPTEMBER

Dear Bloggie,
                      well holla! ;D last Friday Amir decided to bring me makan dekat Seoul Garden. Nice lah even Im not the type yang makan sampai lebam ;p but really really appreciated apa yang he'd done even that evening rain heavily lah with storm semua. Tapi thanks Allah for the great time! Actually its not really early dinner, macam nak ganti celebrate ours birthday last month pun ye sebab mine was 19 Sept & his was 17 Sept so we should done it on 18 Sept but he quite busy on that time with his " Solar Energy Project " yang team dia buat robot tapi nak tak nak je move ;D haha! So luckily dapat jugak have fun yesterday even tak jauh mana pun sebenarnya. Tapi bila tengok balik WOW! Cantik sangat sangatt sangattt kay! <3 ada jugak yang nak tahu kat mana tapi haha SECRET ;P nanti kita pergi sama-sama sebab when night turns to take "his" job tempat tu memang cantik & classic! & I really really suka sebab we dont need photographer pun cause yeah thanks to savety box yang ada kat dinding tu xD & also thanks to Amir yang jadi photgrapher tah pape -,-' haha. Once again, thanks for all of this and all of this moments <3 ;*

Lot of love,

                  @momolunny & @ikhwanamir711 \( ^ ^ )/

CORONATION DAY FOR 19TEEN WANNABE

"sebab tak semua yang cantik itu sempurna"

Dear Bloggie,

                      well well well, esok nak test tapi mood malas malas malas >< ha kau ambil dah keluar Pragmatik bab 6 tadi haha xD bahasa berulangan kot, ntah lupa ;p chill chill kejap je ni. Bosan lah nak terus study. Kita chillex chillex dulu. Macam cikgu Mas kata "lepak lu, sapsap kok lu.." kemain lagi dia ;D ah malas nak ingat pasal benda lain sebab tujuan asal nak share benda lain ;D nak share gambar time muda-muda sebelum 19 T^T this year gonna be my last "one" next year dah 20 kot! Macamta percaya. Macam tipu pun ye --" apa merepek... Nah lah tengok gambar mumy gonna be 1 tahun lagi. Kesian dedel a.k.a Cheesedell' Cheezedell' ke apa ke.

See see sikettt mumy zaman muda-muda xD acah-acah dah ada anak baya-baya kita je nak buat ayat macamtu padahal tengah typing ni tengah typing. Hmm -_________- kejadah lah muda-muda dah gila. Tak boleh jadi kena cepat-cepat final ni biar kepala release sikit. Kang biul amir lari tak pasal-pasal >: perh tiba-tiba tergial dalam telinga, kepala ayat clishe ke chise ke apa lah "perh sayang juga" eh khinzir lah, mana datang suara pelik tu --" siapa kata tak sayang? Sayang lah. Dia pakai selekeh-selekeh pun tapi kalau dia adjust rambut macam zaman Adam Levine zaman 2013 dulu cair siakkkkkk <3 <3 dagu tu biarlah tak kisah pun. Haha ;D hey dia handsome kay kalau tak ada masalah tulang. Hmm... ada lah agak agak dari belakang macam Andrew Garfield. ARRHHH! Andrew handsome nokharom kau!! Peter Parker ke apa ke dia handsomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Geram-geram! Tak pun macam hero  movie Fox Movie ke Star Movie ke HBO ntah lah dalam movie The Proposal. Bakhang dia takde lah handsome sangat tapi sweet lah. Macam... umm ntah lah macamtu lah. Tak tahu pula apakah namanya. Dalam Night At The Museum pun dia ada berlakon. Hehe ;p tapi time tu tak best sangat sebab cerita macam budak-budak punya je. Yang best The Proposal lah! Best sangat!! Sudah-sudah tersasar jauh ni. Jam pun dah pukul 11.38pm kejadah mood study tak sampai-sampai agi ni >: risau-risau jugak ni. Bahagian A tanda jelah mana-mana, bahagian B salah sikit whole assay boleh dapat 0 --" jadah. Bahagian C lagi gampang /: semua nak dasar, nak fakta hadam buku pun belum tentu semua dia nak terima. Tapi harap senang sikitlah. Benci seyh /: dah-dah. Asalnya nak cerita pasal kucing ayah yang anti-social ni tapi meraban jauh pulak. Ha ni dedel, jejel, gemok, kedek-kedek semua. Kitaorang seksa dia xD kitaorang pakaikan dia dress baby mana tah. tapi COMEL! Tapi dah nama pun kucing anti-social mana nak pakai baju-baju ni. Dia jalan pun sampuk-sampuk semalam sebab meleret haha xD sian dedel, jejel. Oke dan nak pukul 12. Study study. Bye bye and thank you amir sebab call even senyap-senyap curi-curi. I cant call you anymore sebab i dah lambungkan bill ibu and telefon rumah ;p kalau ayah dapat bill mau mati ayah bising. Bukan sekali buat macamni dah 7 8 kali jugak kot. Takpe yah, kakak kerja nanti bill-bill lets it on me (: even kakak tak pandai tapi rasa responsibility tu ada. Dah kerja, dah senang sikit nak tolong apa yang patut. Tapi jaga ladang sawit dengan jaga baby kakak TAK NAK! TAK NAK! Herhhhhhhh~ tak nak tak nak haha... Oke study study...

Love,

        @momolunny^^y

PRE-GRADUATION SHOUT

pre-graduate child ;)

Dear Bloggie,
                     Cerita gambar ni dah lama tapi saja nak post ;D everytime i log in you mesti rasa high gila sebab lagu wild child ;P so bila dah rasa high dalam otak bayang short video laju je change change gambar pre-graduation haritu haha ;D best oke best even bukan budak dekan pun duduk form 6 tu --" memang betul pun macam anum kata, "takde life, no future langsung hidup aku kat form 6". Memang betul pun. Fnal sem ni lah budak-budak macam down, malas sebab sem2 haritu gila-gila dah rasanya blow it out tapi yang dapat bagus, TERBAGUS NAK MAMPUS, yang expect tinggi-tinggi jatuh macam apa je /: tak puas hati! Ah biarlah, ada rezeki mana-mana nanti adalah (: memang i tak pernah minat pun form 6 tapi masuk jelah, belajar jelah, konon bff pun dah buang pun buang lah eh... Haha! xD so these some souvenirs untuk you guys ;D

Lot of loves babies babies! Some day will miss this precious time that we use to spent it together >': macam satya kata, "2050 kita buat reunion pakai baju sekolah". Anad i tanya amir bila tu? Bila kita dah 40-an kot. Haha ;D dah tua sangat. No no cannot! Dalam 30-an kita buat oke guys? Sep sikettt xD haha. Long lasting memory. satya will going to Indonesia for medic anum tak tahu lah janji dia success, ameen. Once again, Lots of loves...

Love,
        @momolunny^^y