IT'S REALLY BEING AWHILE...
1 years and 8 monts ago
Dear Bloggie,
Hey readers! Its really being awhile and so sudden come back isnt? Well, macam yang kita highlight-kan tu, its really lama gila gila kita tak buka blog kan? Hmm too busy untuk tak menulis macam dulu ): Okayyyy, since dah lama hilang of course banyak benda had happened to me ^^" and YES! You guys betul! Im now facing the most challenging problems <': and Ive type a lil on my Wattpad Apps but it just till chapter 3. Soon or never Ill make sure kauorang semua dapat baca apa yang dah jadi dekat kita. Bloggie, orang yang kita sayang kita percaya kita put all my hopes to be through ups and downs orang yang selalu kita ingat dia sayangkan kita sampai bila bila yang takkan sia siakan kita yang selalu layan semua kerenah kita orang yang kita rindu kawan gaduh orang yang selalu kita send him really really long text about my dreams with him orang yang kita cipta angan angan untuk our future to own a house with to have kids to have business together banggakan family each other bring our both parents pergi haji umrah sama sama also holiday all around the world together so on! Theres too many dreams and talks yang tak terucap dengan kata kata, its like all of me take a drastic decision, left me >': after 5 years kitaorang dah bertahan untuk semua perkara but end up dia lepas tangan tinggalkan masalah yang kitaorang dah buat sama sama just on my own shoulder. Ive lost tears from the at the first place but still, kita keep on count on him kita percaya dia boleh fikir what the best for us. Think that he will find a better job for us soon. Its okay kalau tak dapat duduk sama sama as long as kitaorang kahwin. Ooo wait. Kenapa sampai nak kena kahwin? Bloggie, he made me. Ive a baby. Kita straggle macam macam sampai kita terpaksa berhentikan diri kita sendiri from my study. My dreams, my future. Kita lupakan just to save myself and the baby. Too long too tell and kita tak mampu nak type banyak banyak. Tapi kalau apa yang kita tengah usahakan ni, I mean from my Wattpad, Ill share here. To all my reader <3 butstill Ill at least cerita sikit in here apa jadi. He leaving. He had someone new instead find a way to solve our problem. Kita tahu yang dia dah ada orang lain pun lepas kita habis pantang. Its about a month. Everything I made it short, actually diaorang dah almost a year being together. So thats mean? Time kita tengah sarat dengan masalah with tears and pain, all the loneliness and lack attention. Worrying about the baby also myself, how to tell our parents pasal ni, dia girl hunting happily out there. While me? Dia tinggalkan kita menangis sorang sorang every night. Usap perut tengok baby tendang tendang inside alone! All alone. Kita record baby tendang macam mana, how I feels and send to him. Apa yang dia buat? Sometimes a read receipts yang biru. I was all alone and depress tapi dia boleh buat like nothing happen. Masa kita tengah sarat, waiting for nothing. Thinking of the baby, selama ke tak dia. Even ajak pergi scanning pun susah! I even used my own peny to do all that. I was so alone! Dah siap scan ajak jumpa nak bagitahu hows the baby apa semua tapi macam khinzir! He reaction Ya Allah biar kita je lalui semua ni please jangan darah daging hamba yang lain also kawan kawan hamba, tolong Y Allah )': perit dia sampai kita sendiri tak terbayang dengan words. Kalau ingat balik from the start sampai sekarang kita patut let others belasah je dia sampai lunyai! So bastard! But Alhamdulillah everything went well. My baby also sihat sempurna <3 <3 anyway shes a damn stunning lil star! My little cinta for evey! Ivy 'Ariqa Sophea, Ill always with you okay my girl.
Love,
@momoivyyyyyy
