sorry not sorry for those who hurt...
Dear Bloggie,
Heyyy girl, well its already 2k16 and this going to be my first story in this starting year. You see ill move to college this Tuesday and im not even ready for that! Kita rasa takut, rasa awkward, rasa macam boleh ke kita belajar lagi 27 bulan? And the most painful thing is ive to leave my family, my friends, Amir & yes surely him U.U i shouldnt think about him anymore but i just cant. I already fall for him & in hope that we could be together )': ive love him for no reason to leave Amir. Atyn kata "jangan! Semua tu takkan indah sentiasa!" And yes dia sangat sangat lah betul! Takkan kita nak benda macamni jadi 2x? Tak tak kita tak sanggup! >< Tapi kita rindu dia setiap masa!! Tapi betul juga bila kita fikirkan, dia sebenarnya tak betul betul ada bila kita perlu kan dia. Suka kita cuma yeah maybe sementara. Tapi untuk end up "sementara" tu Ya Allah sangat lah sakit T.T Kita pula yang memgharap yang lebih lebih dari dia! Tapi kita juga tak sanggup tahu that one day he might walk away with someone else! No i cant barely let that happen!! I like him & even we couldnt be together nobody will!!! Ya Allah what is wrong with me )': kita dah buat something yang sangat bodoh! Kuat kan kita Ya Allah. Tak ini semua takdir kan? Kalau betul kitaorang ditakdirkan will be together, inshaallah cepat lambat mesti together. Cuma kita nakkkkkkkkkkk sangat, Ya Allah lindungi kami dari melakukan dosa terus terusan ye?. Ameen
Love,
@momolunny ^^y
